I love you for you ♥

mama ko ngayon ay parang baliw. o.O

kanina lang sya kumakanta. haha. hanggang napaos nlang sya sa kakakanta niya.

para syang HiGH. haha.

ano kayang nakain neto :p

ay, hndi pala.

PEANUT pala. PEANUTS tsaka KAPE.

haha, ganito ba talaga epekto neto? haha :p

my mom is super crazy! bwahaha :p

nagawa ko na ang dapat kong gawin. :) i finally let you go.

it’s for the better right?

kasi alam ko rin na hindi ka deserving sa love ko.

parang wala kang pakialam sa lahat.

ang sakit2 ng lahat ng ginawa mo sa akin.

lahat ng yun ay pinabayaan dahil sinunod ko ang heart ko.

pero ngayon, nalaman ko na na mali lahat ang ginawa ko.

mali ung desisyon ko na hindi kita binitawan.

dpat binitawan nlang kita at hindi na ako kumapit sau

hndi sana ako masasaktan ng ganito.

Since last night, I cried. This morning at the church, I cried. A while ago in my bed, I cried. When would this end? When would be the next time? Tomorrow? At school? No! It’s just so hard for me to let go of you. But now, I’ll try my best. I know it’s for the best and I know it’s RiGHT.

:’(

what is this kind of feeling? =’[ i was so, so.. i don’t know. i don’t know what to do. just don’t mind it? i don’t think so. it’s so hard for me to do that =’[ the best thing i wanna do is just, stay calm. BELiEVE in my friends and stop believing in your stupid lies. so sick of it na! sana naman malaman mo kung gaana kasakit ang nararanasan ko ngaun. =( i know you can make a change, it’s not yet the end. right? =( i don’t know what to do. i wanna cry but i can’t. i wanna scream but i can’t. what? i’ll just leave it alone? no! but i got nothin’ else to do. you’re handlin’ your life. i’m not important! why shud i care? =(